vineri, 27 iulie 2012

Just a Dream

The Sun was rising in glorious shades of crimson and gold..or was it setting in bloody hues..? 
I don't know..I can't remember.    I only remember a feeling...of serenity. Like everything's going to be just fine and that I don't need to worry anymore.
I'm on a sea-shore or a big river-shore and the Sun is either setting or rising.  It doesn't actually matter because the view is magnificent: crimson and gold with tiny tints of dark blue..all mingling and swirling around a giant ball of light.  Can you imagine it?!   It's like a war painting of Delacroix:  the never-ending battle of unseen powers!   They perform this dance since the begining of time, bound by the promise of our Lord, for the benefit of all living beings.
The shore if full of sotft, golden sand...glittering in this semi-darkness like a thousand of tiny diamonds. Sparkling sparkle.....and it's beautiful!
The water is dark..and deep...and unsettled. Though there's no wind, a dozen of waves guide a dozen of ancient ships to a giant harbour.  Huge wooden and golden ships, crafted in the form of Dragons are quiety heading to a lit shore.  The view is quite unsetteling because the ships are empty, no crew on board, and they seem deep in thought and sad over someting I don't know.   It's like they're going to a funeral..very dark and oh so sad.
I don't see the giant harbour clearly..I only notice the dancing lit torches. Hundreds of huge torches dancing a strange dance: right to left in cirle and triangle...up and down and left to right....


It's surprising but I feel peaceful here.  It's just me, the Sun and the sad ritual..and the silence..and the emptiness.  I'm on the  shore, dressed in a white cotton robe, sitting on the sparkling sand...And I'm at peace at last!




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Amintire..

De curand am facut si eu, in sfarsit, putina curatenie de iarna si printre nenumaratele caiete, caietele, fise, documente..etc am gasit ceva surprinzator...  Povestioara care urmeaza e scrisa in engleza si m-a facut sa-mi aduc aminte de vremurile frumoase dintr-un trecut nu foarte indepartat. Am scris-o probabil intr-un moment de suparare, dar citind-o acum ma face sa ma intreb cum de m-am putut schimba asa de mult.. si eu...si ceilalti....


                                                                   RAINBOW

        I've named it "rainbow" because of its unique capacity to bind yet not mix all of the most beautiful and truthful experiences in a relationship.
       I've started to analyze it only recently..only when things started to change..when we've started growing apart.
      At starters I've tried fighting it by understanding the present circumstances in a rational way. It didn't work!
     "Friendship", just like "love", doesn't seem to have any ties with our rational side. It just is..and, if you're lucky enough  it grows over the years and teaches you important lessons about life and human nature.
      Maybe it sounds stupid or naive but I've always thought we'd be friends forever..at least in this lifetime..
      Maybe I was wrong and some colors don't mix well  together! Still..I'm not trying to mix anything..
     We are all unique beings and we all have our own unique idea about happiness, love, life..death..
     Maybe that's why I love the rainbow..  Do you think that only one color could surprise you the same way a rainbow would after the rain..or after a storm..?!
     Don't they look better together?! Don't they complement each other and surprise you in the most unexpected moments and make you smile..?!
     In our little rainbow I think I'm a non-color, because someone has to keep the others balanced. I don't really know if I'm black or white..though sometimes I'm both..!
     M.-chan is sometimes Blue..sometimes Green..sometimes not at all. While the other M. is mostly  Olive and rarely Blue.  Y. looks like a true Pink (though I doubt it highly) and MM is surely a bright Golden-Yellow! C. could easily be an Orange disguised in baby Pink, while IY is mostly a royal Indigo!
     It's not a true or outstanding rainbow and it's always changing it's shades but, nonetheless it's ours!  Or was it?!
     Maybe it's just the rain.. Autumn can really be a sickening time.
     Ohh..I really can't wait for Spring to come!

PS: Deci.. imi impartasiti parerea in ceea ce priveste prietenia? Hey..astept critici constructve.. :P